Saturday, December 13, 2014

IN PASSING

Just saying:
I get very exaspirated, when  I want to comment on something.  I find you have to be on  stupid  FACEBOOK,   Really.  
I only wish to make a passing observation, just something to amuse myself. not make contact with the world.  and let anyone in on  my private info...That is what, 'what's his face' demands. It's too easy for I.D, theft all ready.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

LIFE IS A PAIN

I  WISH  I HAD SOMETHING   TO SAY.    THINGTHING   OTHER THAN MY PAIN AND DREARY LIFE..
MY COMPUTER  DOESN'T WORK RIGHT ANYMOI USED TO.RE. IT USED TO BE  MY FRIEND AND COMPANION, NOW, IT'S  ONLY ANPTHER SOURCE OF  TROUBLE.
I SAW THE  BIG MOON, BUT, NOT HE ECLIPSE.
EACH DAY IS THE SAME.    I SPEND  MY DYS MAINLY ALONE   OFTEN I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM IN  PRISON.  I CAN GO NOWHERE.  ONLY  THREE DAYS A WEEK DO I HAVE  A VISITOR. 
     I WISH  I COULD WRITE  POETRY AGAIN.   I USED TO  WRITE. I HAD  THINGS  TO INSPIRE ME.
I DO NOT WANT TO  GO  ON ABOUT HOW   TERRIBLE MY EXISTENCE IS. YEAH, I KNOW, I JUST DID.
MY  ONLY   COMPANIAN, IS MY WALKER.  
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Sunday, August 17, 2014

DERMATITIS

WHAT'S NEW. NOTHING REALLY.
MEDICAL  SERVICES ARE  SORELY LACKING IN QUALITY. ANYMORE.  THE LONG AGO
COUNTRY DOC. KNEW MORE. IF HE DIDN'T KNOW,  HE WENT LOOKING FOR HELP.
I HAVE A SKIN CONDITION, I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH FOR SIX. YEARS
ALL THEY SAY WHEN THEY SEE ME, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS"
NO CONCERN, NO CURIOSITY  NOTHINBEGG.
I HAVE BEEN TO SIX DOCTORS, A WOUND CARE CLINIC, AND A PAIN CLINIC. (THIS CONDITION IS VERY PAINFUL,  NEVER HEALS.  IT SEEMS TO  HEAL, THEN BREAKS OUT SOME MORE.
I AM JUST AT MY WITS END.
I CRY A LOT.
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Monday, June 16, 2014

FATALISM AND CYNICISM

THAT  IS MY LIFE NOW. i NO LONGER HAVE ANY CONTROL.  TOO MANY THINGS HAVE COME ALONG.   ALL I CAN DO IS TRY TO DEAL WITH WHAT EVER.
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Monday, April 7, 2014

COMPUTER LIFE IS A PAIN

HAVING A COMPUTER IS NO FUN  ANYMORE, IT'S ALL FULL  OF RABBIT HOLES, MAZES AND TRAPS.  LIFE IS NOT SIMPLE OR FUN.   WHY CAN'T IT BE LEFT ALONE.
I USED TO  SPEND A COUPLE OF HOURS , SURFING,  BROWSING, SHOPPING, READING, AND DOING RESEARCH ETC.
NOW, I ONLY SPEND A HALF AN HOUR. TOO MUCH BOTHER  TO  SET HERE.
MY  COMPUTER WAS A REAL COMPANION.
NOW, AN UNCOMFORTABLE  COMPANION.E
STUPID, IT ENDS UP WITH MORE TAGS, THAN A GARAGE SALE.
I  USED  TO LOVE MY LAPTOP. NOW IT JUST FRUSTRATES ME. AND LAUGHS.
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Friday, March 14, 2014

EMPTINESS

Nothing new,
nothing changed.
Life is as is 
all the same
Day in,
day out,
Nothing to even
think about.
Long empty  hours,
I never thought,
this  would  happen.
to me.
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Friday, January 31, 2014

NEW YEAR

Ho, hum.   New year.  Nothing new.   Still  the same.   computer is tempramental. the courser floats  all over the place, makes it hard to type.  Therefore, difficult to  post.
   One  day of rain.  barely a sip.  this terrible . All our moisture, is going east
Very bad.
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