IN PASSING

Just saying:
I get very exaspirated, when  I want to comment on something.  I find you have to be on  stupid  FACEBOOK,   Really.  
I only wish to make a passing observation, just something to amuse myself. not make contact with the world.  and let anyone in on  my private info...That is what, 'what's his face' demands. It's too easy for I.D, theft all ready.

LIFE IS A PAIN

I  WISH  I HAD SOMETHING   TO SAY.    THINGTHING   OTHER THAN MY PAIN AND DREARY LIFE..
MY COMPUTER  DOESN'T WORK RIGHT ANYMOI USED TO.RE. IT USED TO BE  MY FRIEND AND COMPANION, NOW, IT'S  ONLY ANPTHER SOURCE OF  TROUBLE.
I SAW THE  BIG MOON, BUT, NOT HE ECLIPSE.
EACH DAY IS THE SAME.    I SPEND  MY DYS MAINLY ALONE   OFTEN I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM IN  PRISON.  I CAN GO NOWHERE.  ONLY  THREE DAYS A WEEK DO I HAVE  A VISITOR. 
     I WISH  I COULD WRITE  POETRY AGAIN.   I USED TO  WRITE. I HAD  THINGS  TO INSPIRE ME.
I DO NOT WANT TO  GO  ON ABOUT HOW   TERRIBLE MY EXISTENCE IS. YEAH, I KNOW, I JUST DID.
MY  ONLY   COMPANIAN, IS MY WALKER.  
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DERMATITIS

WHAT'S NEW. NOTHING REALLY.
MEDICAL  SERVICES ARE  SORELY LACKING IN QUALITY. ANYMORE.  THE LONG AGO
COUNTRY DOC. KNEW MORE. IF HE DIDN'T KNOW,  HE WENT LOOKING FOR HELP.
I HAVE A SKIN CONDITION, I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH FOR SIX. YEARS
ALL THEY SAY WHEN THEY SEE ME, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS"
NO CONCERN, NO CURIOSITY  NOTHINBEGG.
I HAVE BEEN TO SIX DOCTORS, A WOUND CARE CLINIC, AND A PAIN CLINIC. (THIS CONDITION IS VERY PAINFUL,  NEVER HEALS.  IT SEEMS TO  HEAL, THEN BREAKS OUT SOME MORE.
I AM JUST AT MY WITS END.
I CRY A LOT.
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FATALISM AND CYNICISM

THAT  IS MY LIFE NOW. i NO LONGER HAVE ANY CONTROL.  TOO MANY THINGS HAVE COME ALONG.   ALL I CAN DO IS TRY TO DEAL WITH WHAT EVER.
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COMPUTER LIFE IS A PAIN

HAVING A COMPUTER IS NO FUN  ANYMORE, IT'S ALL FULL  OF RABBIT HOLES, MAZES AND TRAPS.  LIFE IS NOT SIMPLE OR FUN.   WHY CAN'T IT BE LEFT ALONE.
I USED TO  SPEND A COUPLE OF HOURS , SURFING,  BROWSING, SHOPPING, READING, AND DOING RESEARCH ETC.
NOW, I ONLY SPEND A HALF AN HOUR. TOO MUCH BOTHER  TO  SET HERE.
MY  COMPUTER WAS A REAL COMPANION.
NOW, AN UNCOMFORTABLE  COMPANION.E
STUPID, IT ENDS UP WITH MORE TAGS, THAN A GARAGE SALE.
I  USED  TO LOVE MY LAPTOP. NOW IT JUST FRUSTRATES ME. AND LAUGHS.
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EMPTINESS

Nothing new,
nothing changed.
Life is as is 
all the same
Day in,
day out,
Nothing to even
think about.
Long empty  hours,
I never thought,
this  would  happen.
to me.
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NEW YEAR

Ho, hum.   New year.  Nothing new.   Still  the same.   computer is tempramental. the courser floats  all over the place, makes it hard to type.  Therefore, difficult to  post.
   One  day of rain.  barely a sip.  this terrible . All our moisture, is going east. 
Very bad.
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CHRISTMAS

Christmas, what does it mean to me--------------
snow--
frost.
school's  out.
snowmen.    snow balls.

C-O-L-D.
Christmas tree
HOT CHOCOLATE   and  cinnamon toast

trips to the city, christmas shopping
spending time, really looking for the right gifts for those on my list
wrapping the presents  nicely.
seeing the looks on the faces of the reciepients.
makes my entire year, to know I did something, that made someone happy
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Dog Abandoned In Trash Pile - An Amazing Story We Must Share

SNOW!!??!

YEAH SNOW. because you see. in this part the state,. I live. it's too low and too warm to snow.  but it did.
my brother said,  it snows maybe once a year.and melts. but, this time, there was a cold front, the four inches of snow lasted  all.   day.
I was glad to see it, as  I hadn't been snowed on  in absolute years.   not where I  previously  lived, i't t didn't snow.
just in time for Christmas.
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HONESTLY----------------------!!!!L

they keep changing everything.  I had  to go reset my  password.

why do they do that?   I have hard time  figuring a password that is acceptable.  

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The Drifter Neil Diamond

HARVEST MOON

Seeing the moon may not seem like a big deal to you.  But,  where I live now, there are so many trees, they block the view of the moon, most of the time.  But, tonight,  it rose in a space between the trees. Hello, Moon.it was a lovely sight.
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THE SOUND OF BEING ALONE

I  usually didn't agree with Neil about that. I was alone mostly.  I had my mom, dad and brothers.  but, no friends. no one to play with. 
I lived in books.  no 'shilo' even. 
we lived out in the country.  no neighbors. just a few relatives.
after I left and went to college. I made a few friends.
then I met  Dale.  we were together fifty years. he died. now, I am alone. no one.  only my home care.. .boring.
four out of seven days----alone. I can't see well. so the occupations I used to have, I can no  longer do.
long gray days. empty, empty. for some one creative, it's death.
TV and a computer. are all I have.
absolutely pathetic.  Life, meaningless. no life.  semi-disabled. can't leave the mobile  without help.  have no help.
why get old.  there is nothing to look forward to.
don't suggest anything. I've  tried   many things. not eligible  for anything.   just sit here, molder  and fade away.
am I sorry for myself?   yes.  am I depressed? yes.  there is a lot of reasons.
I live in town.
I have never felt so isolated.

I agree with Neil now.
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NOTHING NEW

I  am not blogging , because  I have nothing to say
who wants to hear, how one's life is gray.
to find  one is only existing, day to day.
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RAINY NIGHT

Deep of night
the raindrops start,
heavy  and hard
on roof and across
the fence and yard.
turning  ground into a puddle
all becomes a muddle.
dripping down from the eves,
mushy sounds on the leaves.
Rumble,   Boom  with the thunder,
CRACK, CRASH  the lightening
flash and slash.
makes me shiver in my bed,
like a child, I pull
the quilt, over my head.
sleepless, lying there.
I decide in my despair,to
get up and see about
making a warm cup
of tea.
warm, soothing, I sip
savoring the citrus scent,
listen to water,  drip until,
good, it's finally spent.
back to bed, cozyly,
I am sent
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I hate night storms!!!!!!!!!!!
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SURVIVOR

A potted Rose
in my neighbor's dooryard,
seems to welcome and
to guard.
A peach colored rose,
struggles  valiantly
to survive.
Blooming, in winter
blushes, to thrive.
Come, heat, or rain,
or ice and  snow,
yet,
produces a lovely
show.
 I marvel at such
a brave, stalwart sight.
For it has twice bloomed,
with determined might.
I value it's lessen.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS

I can't draw like I used to, so I  found  this  really cute picture on the 'net.

MERRY   CHRISTMAS   AND   HAPPY HOLIDAYS.
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SOMEDAY--REUNION

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THIS VERY PALE.  AND ONLY A SKETCH.    I'll do a painting when I find  my art supplies.
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NO DREAMS

The worst part about this stage of my life is; I have no dreams  Not even the prospect of a dream. 
Dreams and wishes are what sustains a soul. having something to look forward to.
I never thought this would happen. I had always been one who was optimistic.   Now I am only perplexed.
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this is an old piece, I made, several a  few years ago.
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