DERMATITIS

WHAT'S NEW. NOTHING REALLY.
MEDICAL  SERVICES ARE  SORELY LACKING IN QUALITY. ANYMORE.  THE LONG AGO
COUNTRY DOC. KNEW MORE. IF HE DIDN'T KNOW,  HE WENT LOOKING FOR HELP.
I HAVE A SKIN CONDITION, I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH FOR SIX. YEARS
ALL THEY SAY WHEN THEY SEE ME, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT IS"
NO CONCERN, NO CURIOSITY  NOTHINBEGG.
I HAVE BEEN TO SIX DOCTORS, A WOUND CARE CLINIC, AND A PAIN CLINIC. (THIS CONDITION IS VERY PAINFUL,  NEVER HEALS.  IT SEEMS TO  HEAL, THEN BREAKS OUT SOME MORE.
I AM JUST AT MY WITS END.
I CRY A LOT.
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FATALISM AND CYNICISM

THAT  IS MY LIFE NOW. i NO LONGER HAVE ANY CONTROL.  TOO MANY THINGS HAVE COME ALONG.   ALL I CAN DO IS TRY TO DEAL WITH WHAT EVER.
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COMPUTER LIFE IS A PAIN

HAVING A COMPUTER IS NO FUN  ANYMORE, IT'S ALL FULL  OF RABBIT HOLES, MAZES AND TRAPS.  LIFE IS NOT SIMPLE OR FUN.   WHY CAN'T IT BE LEFT ALONE.
I USED TO  SPEND A COUPLE OF HOURS , SURFING,  BROWSING, SHOPPING, READING, AND DOING RESEARCH ETC.
NOW, I ONLY SPEND A HALF AN HOUR. TOO MUCH BOTHER  TO  SET HERE.
MY  COMPUTER WAS A REAL COMPANION.
NOW, AN UNCOMFORTABLE  COMPANION.E
STUPID, IT ENDS UP WITH MORE TAGS, THAN A GARAGE SALE.
I  USED  TO LOVE MY LAPTOP. NOW IT JUST FRUSTRATES ME. AND LAUGHS.
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EMPTINESS

Nothing new,
nothing changed.
Life is as is 
all the same
Day in,
day out,
Nothing to even
think about.
Long empty  hours,
I never thought,
this  would  happen.
to me.
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NEW YEAR

Ho, hum.   New year.  Nothing new.   Still  the same.   computer is tempramental. the courser floats  all over the place, makes it hard to type.  Therefore, difficult to  post.
   One  day of rain.  barely a sip.  this terrible . All our moisture, is going east. 
Very bad.
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CHRISTMAS

Christmas, what does it mean to me--------------
snow--
frost.
school's  out.
snowmen.    snow balls.

C-O-L-D.
Christmas tree
HOT CHOCOLATE   and  cinnamon toast

trips to the city, christmas shopping
spending time, really looking for the right gifts for those on my list
wrapping the presents  nicely.
seeing the looks on the faces of the reciepients.
makes my entire year, to know I did something, that made someone happy
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